What can I say, I have a problem. As soon as I try to get out, there just something that sucks me, back in. It is like whatever I do, I just cannot help but come back to this game, this way of life. Someday I will be able to walk away without looking back. Moving forward with my life, going on to the next game, hobby, or something in my life.
However, that day is not today. Today I returned to my love of the game. After I promised my Moher and myself that, I will quit this game and try to do something else with my time. I really intended not to return to this world of fantasy great reality online gaming.
Now here I am, I started when I made it home from work today at four thirty, now it is almost midnight and I am still on this game. What is crazy is that I have no end game. I do not want to quit and I will not quit, mostly because I believe that I cannot quit. The flesh is weak.
After the battle of the lifetime that I was in all last week, I bellied after that amount of time I spent playing. The entire week, only seven hours of sleep. Who knows how I was able to function at work. It is amazing I did not burn the entire building down trying to heat up a veggie burrito in the microwave.